eMo.... arghhhhhh!!!
These few days seemed like the worst day of my life since last friday. The old disease has back to attack me once again...... sighed...... that's what which caused me so emotional and overwhelmed these few days. I didn't have any mood at all in every single thing i did, all the fears and disastrous feelings from this disease overtook everything.
Today is the 7th day this disease just seemed could not stop attacking me. Gosh!!! I still remembered 2 days ago, my mood was extremely down like hell. I called to inform my mom about what i've experienced lately. when talking to my parents, i really felt so sad as i sensed their concern towards me and i felt hopeless when i talked about this. It has brought big effect on my daily lives.......i just knew that a big sob was enough to release out all these fears creeping inside.
Waking up the next day, i felt much better compared to yesterday. I prayed at night, wish everyting will be better and wish that i can heal as soon as possible.... May God Bless Cath ^_^
~cath~n_n
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Thursday, July 30, 2009
eMo......
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Convo!!
It's on the 18th day of July, 2009. I hereby to announce to myself, :'Catherine Bong Chieh Hui has finally graduate with merit officially in TAR college!!'.... Yeah!! The anticipated day has eventually arrived! It's time to throw your hat!! Hoorayyyyyyyy!!
In the early morning, i woke up by my "when you're gone"ringtone alarm. It's my big day! i cooked myself a bowl of Maggie Curry Mee and then put on my make-up. A curl of blackish Maybelline mascara and a paint of Loreal sparkling pink lipstick were what i only put on beside a 2-way foundation. Kee Kee came to fetch me to college as we had to go to college earlier to register ourselves. My parents only would go to college around 9am. We arrived college hall at around 8am and we quickly ran to register ourselves. My number is 39! After registration, we all quickly dressed up in our convo gown. Wow, everyone looked like a lawyer!!! smart daoooooo! hahahaha
My roomate @ best sister~ Hwee Teng had indeed helped me a lot. She helped to bring my parents to college and be my camera girl for the day. She had captured a lot of pictures, she just followed me wherever i went. haha.... pity her...! ^^ Incredibly, she had snapped shot approximately 250 pics!!! LOLzzz
Everyone felt themselves like a SUPERSTAR!! All camera were surrounding them and there's no way to escape!! hehe... unfortunately, the sad thing was some of our friends were in the afternoon session. if not, we all could take pictures together. Luckily, they came earlier just to take picture with us!!! yeah yeah!!! the feeling was so damn awesome!!!
Around 1.30pm, the crowd had dispersed. We went to have our lunch afterwards. It was indeed a tiring but happy day!~ ^^
In the evening, my dad and mom celebrated my convocation at Station One. My cousin and his gf were there too. We all had our sumptous dinner while enjoying the performance done by the singers there. Cheerss!!! A very sweet memory.....^^
Happy Convocation!!!
My roomate @ best sister~ Hwee Teng had indeed helped me a lot. She helped to bring my parents to college and be my camera girl for the day. She had captured a lot of pictures, she just followed me wherever i went. haha.... pity her...! ^^ Incredibly, she had snapped shot approximately 250 pics!!! LOLzzz
Everyone felt themselves like a SUPERSTAR!! All camera were surrounding them and there's no way to escape!! hehe... unfortunately, the sad thing was some of our friends were in the afternoon session. if not, we all could take pictures together. Luckily, they came earlier just to take picture with us!!! yeah yeah!!! the feeling was so damn awesome!!!
Around 1.30pm, the crowd had dispersed. We went to have our lunch afterwards. It was indeed a tiring but happy day!~ ^^
In the evening, my dad and mom celebrated my convocation at Station One. My cousin and his gf were there too. We all had our sumptous dinner while enjoying the performance done by the singers there. Cheerss!!! A very sweet memory.....^^
Happy Convocation!!!
Touched...
it's been a month away that i have started to notice the air fares for airasia and malaysia airlines dated within 17th till 20th July 2009. The price was from RM250 onwards and i have been waiting for promotion from air asia since a month ago and there was none of the news at all. Disappointed....Sighed....i had discussed with my parents about the fares. At that moment, the convocation date was not confirmed yet by the college. Therefore, my parents advised me not to buy the air fares 1st. However, when the date was confirmed, so unfortunately, it shocked me as i saw the tremendous increasing price of the air fares. By the time i wish to buy the air ticket, the expensive cost of the fares had caused me and my parents to take some time to think about it and we all are awaiting for some miracle to happen that there'll be some promotion in the coming days.
To our dismay, not any promotion was being made. Furthermore, the price had gone up to RM400-500. We started to get frustrated. That was when i have a thought in my mind that i reluctantly asked my parents not to come to my convocation. They kinda agreed initially. However, as the convocation date fell apart pretty soon, they kept rushed me to keep an eye on the air fares, see whether the price has decreased or not. Unfortunately, it had increased to the highest, RM576. Oh My God!! so damn expensive!!! Last decision was that i insisted to ask my parent not to come as i did not want to waste their money coz it was a very large sum of money. It cost up to RM2000++.
On thursday night, 8 o'clock, my mom suddenly called me on the phone when i was napping since 4pm. I was extremely exhausted as i got home from college. i was so blurred the moment my mom called. i still thought it was in the middle of night that my mom called me. The call really awoke me back to reality that it was still thursday. I was so shocked when my parent said that they wanna come to my convo eventually. I only thought about money that time, so i quickly with no doubts persuaded them and insisted them not to come. Then, it was when i heard my dad and mom suddenly speechless, and i heard my dad whispered beside my mom, saying that "我看我们还是不去了,她都一直叫我们不要去....". Oh My God!! i just knew that my unstoppable persuading towards them have cause such disappointment to them. There was silence on the phone suddenly, i thought they were thinking and sighing... and didn't know what to say to me. This was when i suddenly felt a heartdeep sadness that i have accidentally broken their heart indirectly. Afterwards, i quickly told my parents that i helped them to check the airticket right away and bought it. It was totally bad luck that i was unable to purchase it online as i was informed that it was less than 24 hours.
The next day, my dad quickly rushed to airport to buy the airticket at the airasia counter. i was so touched that my dad called again and told me "阿慧,你不用担心,钱是可以赚回来的,你的毕业也不是说每一次,我们一定会来的." walao eh!!! i was extremely speechless at that moment, i was totally touched by my dad's words. Dad, i was so glad that you told me so, i just knew money is not every thing, is LOVE which matters.
I love you, Dad!
I love you, Mom!
Muackssssss....!!!
To our dismay, not any promotion was being made. Furthermore, the price had gone up to RM400-500. We started to get frustrated. That was when i have a thought in my mind that i reluctantly asked my parents not to come to my convocation. They kinda agreed initially. However, as the convocation date fell apart pretty soon, they kept rushed me to keep an eye on the air fares, see whether the price has decreased or not. Unfortunately, it had increased to the highest, RM576. Oh My God!! so damn expensive!!! Last decision was that i insisted to ask my parent not to come as i did not want to waste their money coz it was a very large sum of money. It cost up to RM2000++.
On thursday night, 8 o'clock, my mom suddenly called me on the phone when i was napping since 4pm. I was extremely exhausted as i got home from college. i was so blurred the moment my mom called. i still thought it was in the middle of night that my mom called me. The call really awoke me back to reality that it was still thursday. I was so shocked when my parent said that they wanna come to my convo eventually. I only thought about money that time, so i quickly with no doubts persuaded them and insisted them not to come. Then, it was when i heard my dad and mom suddenly speechless, and i heard my dad whispered beside my mom, saying that "我看我们还是不去了,她都一直叫我们不要去....". Oh My God!! i just knew that my unstoppable persuading towards them have cause such disappointment to them. There was silence on the phone suddenly, i thought they were thinking and sighing... and didn't know what to say to me. This was when i suddenly felt a heartdeep sadness that i have accidentally broken their heart indirectly. Afterwards, i quickly told my parents that i helped them to check the airticket right away and bought it. It was totally bad luck that i was unable to purchase it online as i was informed that it was less than 24 hours.
The next day, my dad quickly rushed to airport to buy the airticket at the airasia counter. i was so touched that my dad called again and told me "阿慧,你不用担心,钱是可以赚回来的,你的毕业也不是说每一次,我们一定会来的." walao eh!!! i was extremely speechless at that moment, i was totally touched by my dad's words. Dad, i was so glad that you told me so, i just knew money is not every thing, is LOVE which matters.
I love you, Dad!
I love you, Mom!
Muackssssss....!!!
Friday, June 26, 2009
Go Italianese!!^^
It 's entertainment hours!!! Chill out yo! yeehaaaaaaaaa!!! ^^
It was 3 o'clock in the afternoon when our last lecture for the day has finally over! C-H-E-E-Rfullness was what the 4 of us (Me, Edwin, Yurie and Shaun) in the gang who felt so incredibly! We had been so looking forward for the new and hottest movie which had just played theatre yesterday~"Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen". & the day has eventually arrived! Yahoo!!Once the lecture had finished, we set off to Mid Valley afterwards.
There we are!! The 4 of us watching Transfomers!! Wow, i damn love the movie, man!! It was so incredible and marvellous! Every part of the scene seemed to never ever bored me and i was so captivated by the storyline as i kept awaiting what scene will take place next. i just could not take my eyes off each and every scene in the movie, full of action moves from the sexy babes - Megan Fox and the handsome dude - Shia Labeduf who are perfect enough to be the superheroes in the movie. I can guarantee that watching this movie will absolutely cause NO REGRETS at all!
After such awesome movie, we went for a shop in Mid Valley Mall. i spotted a very beautiful and adorable keychain in a gift shop. I'm loving it'! It was a pink key chain with my name 'CATHERINE' on it! It writes :
Ohhhhh, my stomach started to grumble! It's time for DINNER, baby! We were heading towards The Gardens to find something for our dinner tonight. Oh Yeah! We made up our mind to try out italian food at ITALIANESE restaurant! It's our First Time eating here!! hehe....
Here we are, walking into the restaurant...... the ambience atmosphere with bronze dim lights illuminated from the incandescent lamp and lightbulbs. The atmosphere surrounding was so relaxing and soul-calming. The soft music of italianese and the fragrance of their cuisine coming from the kitchen really made me feel so great and comfortable. Now, here i am, looking at the menu which has all their famous and yummylicious delicacies inside. Oh my God! They were so tempting and mouth-watering! I just couldn't help myself with it, man!
Well, after a moment of choosing what we wanna eat, these are the few dishes that we have ordered: (pizza, pasta, grilled chicken milanese, seafood mussels rice, fried squids, ROME cocktails)
Well, the dishes i have ordered is the Grilled Chicken Millanese where the chicken was grilled, with tomatoes and spinach on top with the robster pasta sauce. Oh.... the 1st bite i had was extremely palatable and total satisfaction! Furthermore, i ordered the ROME cocktails! It's my 1st time drinking cocktails in my entire life! This cocktail was so nice to drink as i like the combination of the melon and passion fruity taste inside. In short, this meal for tonight was totally fantastic! This relaxing moments will never be forgotten as it's too memorable and gratifying after all.....^^
~cath~n_n
There we are!! The 4 of us watching Transfomers!! Wow, i damn love the movie, man!! It was so incredible and marvellous! Every part of the scene seemed to never ever bored me and i was so captivated by the storyline as i kept awaiting what scene will take place next. i just could not take my eyes off each and every scene in the movie, full of action moves from the sexy babes - Megan Fox and the handsome dude - Shia Labeduf who are perfect enough to be the superheroes in the movie. I can guarantee that watching this movie will absolutely cause NO REGRETS at all!
After such awesome movie, we went for a shop in Mid Valley Mall. i spotted a very beautiful and adorable keychain in a gift shop. I'm loving it'! It was a pink key chain with my name 'CATHERINE' on it! It writes :
Ohhhhh, my stomach started to grumble! It's time for DINNER, baby! We were heading towards The Gardens to find something for our dinner tonight. Oh Yeah! We made up our mind to try out italian food at ITALIANESE restaurant! It's our First Time eating here!! hehe....
Here we are, walking into the restaurant...... the ambience atmosphere with bronze dim lights illuminated from the incandescent lamp and lightbulbs. The atmosphere surrounding was so relaxing and soul-calming. The soft music of italianese and the fragrance of their cuisine coming from the kitchen really made me feel so great and comfortable. Now, here i am, looking at the menu which has all their famous and yummylicious delicacies inside. Oh my God! They were so tempting and mouth-watering! I just couldn't help myself with it, man!
Well, after a moment of choosing what we wanna eat, these are the few dishes that we have ordered: (pizza, pasta, grilled chicken milanese, seafood mussels rice, fried squids, ROME cocktails)
Well, the dishes i have ordered is the Grilled Chicken Millanese where the chicken was grilled, with tomatoes and spinach on top with the robster pasta sauce. Oh.... the 1st bite i had was extremely palatable and total satisfaction! Furthermore, i ordered the ROME cocktails! It's my 1st time drinking cocktails in my entire life! This cocktail was so nice to drink as i like the combination of the melon and passion fruity taste inside. In short, this meal for tonight was totally fantastic! This relaxing moments will never be forgotten as it's too memorable and gratifying after all.....^^
~cath~n_n
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Cuppa Tea
A CUPPA TEA??!!!
Yea, it's a cuppa tea!
This cuppa tea is not the tea for breakfast or hi-tea o!!! hehe... it's referred to an underlying meaning instead~which is not the type of favor or like!! i like this phrase very much ever since i discovered its existence in a story book i read when i was still a kid. Indeed, this phrase has made me to express my thinking in a more sincere way instead! yea...!
Recently i was bothered by something which tends to make me getting a little bit EMO sometimes and even uneasy. Perhaps i thought a lot or an issue of sensitivity, which caused me to be in such situation. However, i felt much better as i have a heart to heart talk to my dearest housemates about what i have been through all these while.
Health problems have bothered me pretty much indeed lately, as my body seemed to weaken. Therefore, i really take care of my health greatly, especially my daily diet, i tried to make it as nutritious and healthy as possible. Luckily, thanks for God blessings and my disciplines all these days, my health is getting better by now and i was ecstatically happy that my sickness is recovering gradually!!!
As for studies, so far i still managed to handle as long as i put in lots of tireless effort, i believe i can make it! Yeah! Believe in yourself! "as motivated by the movie CAMP ROCK quotes"!
Unfortunately, something which bothered me recently was that a matter of relationship@friendship. I was not going through any relationship with any of the guys currently, but there were some rumours which i did not really favour at all. Sometimes, we have to be cruel to be true as that's the only right thing left for us to do. As in my situation, when that person is not my cuppa tea, i prefer to maintain the friendship status instead of giving him any sparks of chance. My perception is that if it was not my cuppa tea, i will never ever force myself to drink it no matter how perfect it smells and tastes, or how quality that tea is or even how thirsty i am! I'd rather die of thirst rather than drink that cuppa tea coz i can't find a reason why i should drink it when it did not even suit my taste at all. The only result of drinking that cuppa tea will only end up diarrhea or sense of uncomfort. It has nothing to do with aims or fulfilment, it just the matter of FEELING and SUITABILITY.
Besides that, i think that i'm also a person who cares about my reputation too. I could take jokes but not the jokes which exceed my joking limits. It just made me feel disgusted and revolted. For example, jokes of having relationship with somebody wasn't my cuppa tea. Initially, i could take that as slight jokes and perhaps will keep continue to have fun with it. However, if that joke was made too constant, it tends to irritate me as i am so damn sick of it. In short, i have my own limit in jokes too. Everybody does, so do i.
So, that's it!! A cuppa tea which i meant here...^_^
Friendship Forever......
~cath~n_n
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Loving C-A-R-E-S
Lately, i was pretty concerned with my health as there were many unfavourable health problems happened to me which made me felt totally uncomfortable and agonizing. Indeed, i have been so worried over the past few weeks for my health. Nothing bothered me that much before...... i even consulted doctor twice for my illness and consumed quite many medicines as well. Thanks God that my illness recovered gradually and my nerves were calmed down eventually.
Unfortunately, a weird incident happened few days afterwards. It scared me as i discovered something terrifying as i pooed in my toilet early in the morning. i saw there was blood inside the toilet bowl! Oh my God! What the hell has happened to me? All those creepy thoughts started to crawl into my mind which got me totally distressed and anxious.
The next thing i knew is to go to consult my doctor in the 1st place! My dear Lian Lian accompanied me to the clinic opposite where the consultation and medicine fees have caused me eighty-six ringgit. It has really burnt a hole in my pocket, man!!! I was told by the doctor that i was getting Hemorrhoids. Hemorrhoids are normally present outside the rectum and anus area or just protruding out of the anus. It can bleed and clot causing a lot of discomfort. i was given 30 Hemorrhoids pills to be consumed and 12 suppositories to be inserted. This almost got me insane!!
Furthermore, i got infected with the fever + sore throat + flu viruses about 3 days ago. Shit! What the hell is going on? Why was i so bad luck till all the illnesses came to me at the same time? Moreover, my Hemorrhoids has not fully recovered yet. Within this period of time, i really felt the excruciating pain that almost ate my heart out and it completely got me suffocated. I felt myself like a powerless and weakened patient who is trying hard to gasp for air. The fever made my head hot like boiling eggs; the sore throat caused me to sing like Rod Stewart's sexy voice; and the flu made my nose turn into waterfalls.......
During this period of time, i felt extremely touched...... ^_^
Coz i was touched by the persistent cares and kindness all my dearest friends showered upon me..... one of my dearest sister@roomate, Hwee Teng, she appeared to be playing quite a very important role in my life so far. She has indeed helped me in a lot of things, especially in living and maintain a healthy lifestyle! Her constant care and patience in taking care of me this little patient really made me felt overwhelmed and emotionally touched. She appeared to be a very good nurse after all!!!! Anyone who's sick could hire her as your nurse!!! hehe...^^ besides that, one of my ex-classmate from Group 18~Pei Chey, she has indeed treated me so nice that she cooked 'Luo Han Guo' drinks and bought me a big bottle of 100 plus. Wow, she's so considerate til i was touched by what she has done, coz i really felt her love and cares for me this little friend..... T_T
Thanks God blessed me for my health, my study, and giving me so many nice and caring friends around me who has showered unfaltering emotional care and supports to me when i mostly need it. This has made me totally speechless as i was too touched by you dears, really appreciating it so so so much and i love you, gurlz!!!MUACKSSSS!
Unfortunately, a weird incident happened few days afterwards. It scared me as i discovered something terrifying as i pooed in my toilet early in the morning. i saw there was blood inside the toilet bowl! Oh my God! What the hell has happened to me? All those creepy thoughts started to crawl into my mind which got me totally distressed and anxious.
The next thing i knew is to go to consult my doctor in the 1st place! My dear Lian Lian accompanied me to the clinic opposite where the consultation and medicine fees have caused me eighty-six ringgit. It has really burnt a hole in my pocket, man!!! I was told by the doctor that i was getting Hemorrhoids. Hemorrhoids are normally present outside the rectum and anus area or just protruding out of the anus. It can bleed and clot causing a lot of discomfort. i was given 30 Hemorrhoids pills to be consumed and 12 suppositories to be inserted. This almost got me insane!!
Furthermore, i got infected with the fever + sore throat + flu viruses about 3 days ago. Shit! What the hell is going on? Why was i so bad luck till all the illnesses came to me at the same time? Moreover, my Hemorrhoids has not fully recovered yet. Within this period of time, i really felt the excruciating pain that almost ate my heart out and it completely got me suffocated. I felt myself like a powerless and weakened patient who is trying hard to gasp for air. The fever made my head hot like boiling eggs; the sore throat caused me to sing like Rod Stewart's sexy voice; and the flu made my nose turn into waterfalls.......
During this period of time, i felt extremely touched...... ^_^
Coz i was touched by the persistent cares and kindness all my dearest friends showered upon me..... one of my dearest sister@roomate, Hwee Teng, she appeared to be playing quite a very important role in my life so far. She has indeed helped me in a lot of things, especially in living and maintain a healthy lifestyle! Her constant care and patience in taking care of me this little patient really made me felt overwhelmed and emotionally touched. She appeared to be a very good nurse after all!!!! Anyone who's sick could hire her as your nurse!!! hehe...^^ besides that, one of my ex-classmate from Group 18~Pei Chey, she has indeed treated me so nice that she cooked 'Luo Han Guo' drinks and bought me a big bottle of 100 plus. Wow, she's so considerate til i was touched by what she has done, coz i really felt her love and cares for me this little friend..... T_T
Thanks God blessed me for my health, my study, and giving me so many nice and caring friends around me who has showered unfaltering emotional care and supports to me when i mostly need it. This has made me totally speechless as i was too touched by you dears, really appreciating it so so so much and i love you, gurlz!!!MUACKSSSS!
Monday, June 1, 2009
Missing you...G18!!
Deep sigh is what i felt today...
today was the 1st day attending my tutorial classes. i thought i could feel happier or perhaps more exciting part to take place... unfortunately, it did not turn out as what i have expected. i was not disappointed to see my current group 10 members, it was just that one thing which caused me to feel unhappy and sad instead... it was that my heartfelt 'missing you' for my all my former group 18 members.
with my mood now, i would like to write a poem dedicated to all my group 18 members:-
As i walked into the class today,
Cool and silence were sensed like cool Jay,
i wish to see those familiar faces,
which i longed to embrace and to be in races.
My heart start to tumble,
as i wish to see those familiar faces and hear those cracking laughter,
My hopes start to shatter,
as i know from this moment onwards, things are not gonna be the same anymore.
My deep heartfelt 'Missing you' for my dear group 18 members,
i missed you guys so much,
i missed the noise, the laughter, the jokes, the cheers,
i missed the energy, the excitement and the atmosphere,
GROUP 18 have created time ago.......
Recall back those sweet moments together,
really touched my heart pretty much,
which made my heart grow fonder as the missing grew stronger,
although we are all separated in our own pathway,
i know that one thing for sure is
spirit of Group 18 is always there!!!
Group 18 ROCKSSSSS!!!
Last but not least, i would like to wish all my dear respective GROUP 18 members all the best in everything and be the toughest and smartest person in the world! May angels of luck and success surround you guys and most importantly, stay happy always!!!
Muackssss....
to the guys, stay handsome and smartest-looking!!!
to the girls, stay pretty and intelligent ever!!!
~cath~n_n
today was the 1st day attending my tutorial classes. i thought i could feel happier or perhaps more exciting part to take place... unfortunately, it did not turn out as what i have expected. i was not disappointed to see my current group 10 members, it was just that one thing which caused me to feel unhappy and sad instead... it was that my heartfelt 'missing you' for my all my former group 18 members.
with my mood now, i would like to write a poem dedicated to all my group 18 members:-
As i walked into the class today,
Cool and silence were sensed like cool Jay,
i wish to see those familiar faces,
which i longed to embrace and to be in races.
My heart start to tumble,
as i wish to see those familiar faces and hear those cracking laughter,
My hopes start to shatter,
as i know from this moment onwards, things are not gonna be the same anymore.
My deep heartfelt 'Missing you' for my dear group 18 members,
i missed you guys so much,
i missed the noise, the laughter, the jokes, the cheers,
i missed the energy, the excitement and the atmosphere,
GROUP 18 have created time ago.......
Recall back those sweet moments together,
really touched my heart pretty much,
which made my heart grow fonder as the missing grew stronger,
although we are all separated in our own pathway,
i know that one thing for sure is
spirit of Group 18 is always there!!!
Group 18 ROCKSSSSS!!!
Last but not least, i would like to wish all my dear respective GROUP 18 members all the best in everything and be the toughest and smartest person in the world! May angels of luck and success surround you guys and most importantly, stay happy always!!!
Muackssss....
to the guys, stay handsome and smartest-looking!!!
to the girls, stay pretty and intelligent ever!!!
~cath~n_n
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