eMo.... arghhhhhh!!!
These few days seemed like the worst day of my life since last friday. The old disease has back to attack me once again...... sighed...... that's what which caused me so emotional and overwhelmed these few days. I didn't have any mood at all in every single thing i did, all the fears and disastrous feelings from this disease overtook everything.
Today is the 7th day this disease just seemed could not stop attacking me. Gosh!!! I still remembered 2 days ago, my mood was extremely down like hell. I called to inform my mom about what i've experienced lately. when talking to my parents, i really felt so sad as i sensed their concern towards me and i felt hopeless when i talked about this. It has brought big effect on my daily lives.......i just knew that a big sob was enough to release out all these fears creeping inside.
Waking up the next day, i felt much better compared to yesterday. I prayed at night, wish everyting will be better and wish that i can heal as soon as possible.... May God Bless Cath ^_^
~cath~n_n
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Thursday, July 30, 2009
eMo......
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Saturday, July 25, 2009
Convo!!
It's on the 18th day of July, 2009. I hereby to announce to myself, :'Catherine Bong Chieh Hui has finally graduate with merit officially in TAR college!!'.... Yeah!! The anticipated day has eventually arrived! It's time to throw your hat!! Hoorayyyyyyyy!!
In the early morning, i woke up by my "when you're gone"ringtone alarm. It's my big day! i cooked myself a bowl of Maggie Curry Mee and then put on my make-up. A curl of blackish Maybelline mascara and a paint of Loreal sparkling pink lipstick were what i only put on beside a 2-way foundation. Kee Kee came to fetch me to college as we had to go to college earlier to register ourselves. My parents only would go to college around 9am. We arrived college hall at around 8am and we quickly ran to register ourselves. My number is 39! After registration, we all quickly dressed up in our convo gown. Wow, everyone looked like a lawyer!!! smart daoooooo! hahahaha
My roomate @ best sister~ Hwee Teng had indeed helped me a lot. She helped to bring my parents to college and be my camera girl for the day. She had captured a lot of pictures, she just followed me wherever i went. haha.... pity her...! ^^ Incredibly, she had snapped shot approximately 250 pics!!! LOLzzz
Everyone felt themselves like a SUPERSTAR!! All camera were surrounding them and there's no way to escape!! hehe... unfortunately, the sad thing was some of our friends were in the afternoon session. if not, we all could take pictures together. Luckily, they came earlier just to take picture with us!!! yeah yeah!!! the feeling was so damn awesome!!!
Around 1.30pm, the crowd had dispersed. We went to have our lunch afterwards. It was indeed a tiring but happy day!~ ^^
In the evening, my dad and mom celebrated my convocation at Station One. My cousin and his gf were there too. We all had our sumptous dinner while enjoying the performance done by the singers there. Cheerss!!! A very sweet memory.....^^
Happy Convocation!!!
My roomate @ best sister~ Hwee Teng had indeed helped me a lot. She helped to bring my parents to college and be my camera girl for the day. She had captured a lot of pictures, she just followed me wherever i went. haha.... pity her...! ^^ Incredibly, she had snapped shot approximately 250 pics!!! LOLzzz
Everyone felt themselves like a SUPERSTAR!! All camera were surrounding them and there's no way to escape!! hehe... unfortunately, the sad thing was some of our friends were in the afternoon session. if not, we all could take pictures together. Luckily, they came earlier just to take picture with us!!! yeah yeah!!! the feeling was so damn awesome!!!
Around 1.30pm, the crowd had dispersed. We went to have our lunch afterwards. It was indeed a tiring but happy day!~ ^^
In the evening, my dad and mom celebrated my convocation at Station One. My cousin and his gf were there too. We all had our sumptous dinner while enjoying the performance done by the singers there. Cheerss!!! A very sweet memory.....^^
Happy Convocation!!!
Posted by catherine at 10:10 AM 0 comments
Touched...
it's been a month away that i have started to notice the air fares for airasia and malaysia airlines dated within 17th till 20th July 2009. The price was from RM250 onwards and i have been waiting for promotion from air asia since a month ago and there was none of the news at all. Disappointed....Sighed....i had discussed with my parents about the fares. At that moment, the convocation date was not confirmed yet by the college. Therefore, my parents advised me not to buy the air fares 1st. However, when the date was confirmed, so unfortunately, it shocked me as i saw the tremendous increasing price of the air fares. By the time i wish to buy the air ticket, the expensive cost of the fares had caused me and my parents to take some time to think about it and we all are awaiting for some miracle to happen that there'll be some promotion in the coming days.
To our dismay, not any promotion was being made. Furthermore, the price had gone up to RM400-500. We started to get frustrated. That was when i have a thought in my mind that i reluctantly asked my parents not to come to my convocation. They kinda agreed initially. However, as the convocation date fell apart pretty soon, they kept rushed me to keep an eye on the air fares, see whether the price has decreased or not. Unfortunately, it had increased to the highest, RM576. Oh My God!! so damn expensive!!! Last decision was that i insisted to ask my parent not to come as i did not want to waste their money coz it was a very large sum of money. It cost up to RM2000++.
On thursday night, 8 o'clock, my mom suddenly called me on the phone when i was napping since 4pm. I was extremely exhausted as i got home from college. i was so blurred the moment my mom called. i still thought it was in the middle of night that my mom called me. The call really awoke me back to reality that it was still thursday. I was so shocked when my parent said that they wanna come to my convo eventually. I only thought about money that time, so i quickly with no doubts persuaded them and insisted them not to come. Then, it was when i heard my dad and mom suddenly speechless, and i heard my dad whispered beside my mom, saying that "我看我们还是不去了,她都一直叫我们不要去....". Oh My God!! i just knew that my unstoppable persuading towards them have cause such disappointment to them. There was silence on the phone suddenly, i thought they were thinking and sighing... and didn't know what to say to me. This was when i suddenly felt a heartdeep sadness that i have accidentally broken their heart indirectly. Afterwards, i quickly told my parents that i helped them to check the airticket right away and bought it. It was totally bad luck that i was unable to purchase it online as i was informed that it was less than 24 hours.
The next day, my dad quickly rushed to airport to buy the airticket at the airasia counter. i was so touched that my dad called again and told me "阿慧,你不用担心,钱是可以赚回来的,你的毕业也不是说每一次,我们一定会来的." walao eh!!! i was extremely speechless at that moment, i was totally touched by my dad's words. Dad, i was so glad that you told me so, i just knew money is not every thing, is LOVE which matters.
I love you, Dad!
I love you, Mom!
Muackssssss....!!!
To our dismay, not any promotion was being made. Furthermore, the price had gone up to RM400-500. We started to get frustrated. That was when i have a thought in my mind that i reluctantly asked my parents not to come to my convocation. They kinda agreed initially. However, as the convocation date fell apart pretty soon, they kept rushed me to keep an eye on the air fares, see whether the price has decreased or not. Unfortunately, it had increased to the highest, RM576. Oh My God!! so damn expensive!!! Last decision was that i insisted to ask my parent not to come as i did not want to waste their money coz it was a very large sum of money. It cost up to RM2000++.
On thursday night, 8 o'clock, my mom suddenly called me on the phone when i was napping since 4pm. I was extremely exhausted as i got home from college. i was so blurred the moment my mom called. i still thought it was in the middle of night that my mom called me. The call really awoke me back to reality that it was still thursday. I was so shocked when my parent said that they wanna come to my convo eventually. I only thought about money that time, so i quickly with no doubts persuaded them and insisted them not to come. Then, it was when i heard my dad and mom suddenly speechless, and i heard my dad whispered beside my mom, saying that "我看我们还是不去了,她都一直叫我们不要去....". Oh My God!! i just knew that my unstoppable persuading towards them have cause such disappointment to them. There was silence on the phone suddenly, i thought they were thinking and sighing... and didn't know what to say to me. This was when i suddenly felt a heartdeep sadness that i have accidentally broken their heart indirectly. Afterwards, i quickly told my parents that i helped them to check the airticket right away and bought it. It was totally bad luck that i was unable to purchase it online as i was informed that it was less than 24 hours.
The next day, my dad quickly rushed to airport to buy the airticket at the airasia counter. i was so touched that my dad called again and told me "阿慧,你不用担心,钱是可以赚回来的,你的毕业也不是说每一次,我们一定会来的." walao eh!!! i was extremely speechless at that moment, i was totally touched by my dad's words. Dad, i was so glad that you told me so, i just knew money is not every thing, is LOVE which matters.
I love you, Dad!
I love you, Mom!
Muackssssss....!!!
Posted by catherine at 8:44 AM 0 comments
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