You're Right

Thinking back what you said to me.... it kinda sound like getting real... i should have trusted things you said to me, i was awakened by some thoughts lately, what i used to not believe in things that you said, i started to believe...

You're right... i really feel the way i suppose to feel when it happens as what you've told me earlier... there's no such thing like what i think & expected, so cath, please stop been naive & innocent, even though there's nothing u can do about it!

I felt like i'm growing into a kinda different person recently, i feel like myself acting strange, thinking strange, feeling strange... everything seems STRANGE... how suffocating is it i have to ACT like nothing happens... it hurts when i am trying to pretend like i feel nothing, it hurts when i am trying to pretend like i don't care at all, it hurts when you make me feel insecure coz of the way you do to people surrounding you.... i know you will never find it out coz you never meant to notice & so i know i'm not going to tell you anyway, let it be kept a s-e-c-r-e-t forever coz this is not gonna be a happy ending story...

In short, all this while, i have been lying to myself, so i guess i should start to forget about all those J things, stop relying so much on you, i can handle myself even without you, i believe i can do it without you!

Most Anticipated !!!

It's been another long period of time since the last time i uploaded my last post here....
just suddenly i got in the right mood to drop a few words here...

what i have anticipated so much ever since is....
Avril Lavigne's upcoming 4th album!! "Goodbye Lullaby" which will be released in March this year.

Her new hit single "What The Hell" which was released worldwide on the last day of 2010 during the 'Welcoming New Year 2011' ★ Avril was performing at Dick Clark's New Year's Rockin' Eve, NYC ★

How excited i was during the moment i listened to her complete version 'what the hell'. I am so glad that Avril is BACK finally after all these years i have been waiting for her to release another new record.... here she is! yeah!

in short, cath is damn ANTICIPATING for upcoming album in march right now.... !!!! yeah yeah!