CATHERINE.....

Wow! it's been such a long time since the last time i wrote my blog... Kinda busy lately... many unexpected things happened too, especially in year 2009. There were sweet memories, so were the worst memories ever. The 1st year of advanced diploma in commerce (financial accounting) which is the course i'm currently pursuing, what i could comment was that "it's pretty TOUGH!" During the 1st semester of the year, i still managed to handle it, but somehow in virtually danger and hazard as i found myself barely passed my taxation paper. Thanks God a million for blessing my 1st semester result. The unfinished questions in my English paper already killed my confidence so greatly and pretty a big disappointment i ended up with. Honestly, if it was not because of God, I would not have been so lucky to pass all my papers. As i got into the 2nd semester, i found the studies were even tougher than before. This is quite an obvious fact to almost everyone. To my dismay, i found myself getting lazier and less concentrate in studies instead as i started to fed up of the books and words.

Although this semester only consisted of 4 months, which can be considerably short period fo time, however there were too many things happened within these 4 months time. Firstly, I have learnt that been into a relationship was not a piece of cake. It requires pretty lots of things like communication, trust, understanding, tolerance etc to keep a relationship going and to persist. It would never happen like a sweet fairy tale story where the pair of couple would live happily ever after that i used to read and watch when i was still a naive and innocent little girl.

Secondly, it was such astonishment which got me totally stunned when i suddenly got insulted so badly by a person because of my own English name "CATHERINE" and my religion which has nothing to do with him or his life at all. The worst was that he treatened me at the same time.

He said i should not celebrate Christmas because I ain't a Christian and I could not use my "CATHERINE" name as this is considered illegal and unholy. What on earth is he saying?I have so many Christian friends who treat me pretty good all the time and been around them indeed make me happy and smile, especially a girl who happened and come into my life, she brought a lot of happiness and joy to my life. Her constant emotional support and accompany cheers me up and make me able to go through the hardest time. She is XXXX, a fan of the cute character "Eeyore" from Winnie the Pooh cartoon. ^^~~Continue~~ What on earth is he saying? His words could piss a lot of people off. Agree? He is shooting tons of non-christian people who owns English name. The next thing was he sent me a threatening and CURSING message to my facebook inbox. You try to guess what he says? He said that i am worshipping dirty, stinky indians as God and insulted me for being so stupid. He even insisted that i am not supposed to use the sacret name coz I am a pariah who worships indians and no wonder my skin looks like them. He even insulted me by saying that i am low class, smelly and pathethic whore(prostitute=pelacur)! It really hurts so deeply and to the extreme... a deep stab in the heart.... and lastly, he ended with such CURSING words to ask me to "GO TO HELL" highlighted in capital letters. WOW! Curse me to go to hell? I am not doing any murdering or cursing, why should i go to hell, why not him?

God or Jesus has the eye for every deed a human does on earth. He would able to see who is good-hearted and the bad-hearted one. Although I am not a Christian, I believe that Jesus will protect and bless those who do good deeds and of course the innocent. Jesus does not like to see his people cursing, discriminating others. He would rather see his people been helpful, kind, pray for others and forgiveful. God will only bless us if we live in peace and harmony towards one another.

It was even more interesting when he texted me in sms saying that he would SLAP me in the face the next time he saw me. Wow! That would be a pretty amazing live show to watch then since it's going to be a bastard slapping an innocent girl's face for nonsense! Perhaps he was just too scared to admit that he himself was wrong after all! Really ASHAMED!!

Last but not least, this was the 1st time i experienced such horrible thing, been threatened and cursed by someone for nothing. Somehow, I have learnt the real character he owns behind the mask he was wearing now. It was my biggest mistake in my life for having a friend like him. This was when the friendship really broke. Once was FRIEND = Now is ENEMY. What an interesting story has begun.... ^^